Your decisiveness will help you in your journey of life Maryna. As for the camera I hope you liked it. I remember my first SLR Camera. I still have it and use it it uses the good old CF Cards but it is not the fancy mirrorless it actually has mirrors and I love it. It is a bit heavy but I do love taking Nature pictures. I hope your picture journey continues. Also, your mother is wise. Do "follow your heart" cause it will lead you to all kinds of places eventually helping you find yourself. 😄