Stephen I can't speak for everyone. But, at least for me. Your writing gives strength and hope and insight many people need in my opinion so keep doing what is right in your heart Stephen.
If you want to take a break that is fine and if you feel what is right in your heart that is what matters. But, that being said. I really hope you stick around because in my opinion your writing is very valuable and it speaks volumes and gives hope.
I too had a rough Friday and at the end of last week. I turned on Bob Marley's song Three Little Birds: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HNBCVM4KbUM&ab_channel=BobMarleyVEVO and told myself "Everything is going to be alright"
I truly like your honest to heart writing Stephen, you are earnest in your writing and it is truly inspiring so I hope you get to keep on going. I will be rooting you on my friend! 🙏🏼