Emika you are loved and supported here on Medium. Your Medium family stands with you and You are 'More Human' than those heartless people. You belong more than anyone I know here on Medium. So, keep going and if you hit a hard wall just let us know and we will shower you with support through the comments. Just to let you know you are truly the strongest person I know on Medium! You have what it takes to truly write what is in your heart. This type of writing you do Emika takes great courage. I wish you well. 🙏🏼