Congrats Sarah Jean! I know it may seem to be hard now. But I have Faith the Lord will lead you to a better place. Never give up and keep moving forward. You will be surprise to meet so many people willing to encourage you and lift you up.
I have to say your courage is amazing. When I was in a tough job it took a lot to quit. So, you doing the same is inspiring and I hope moving forward the best for you and your little ones.
Bless